disgusting

i guess im pissed off because things arent going the way i want them to...

you have this plan in your head... of what you want to be... and you do all you can to get there... grow as a person... physically, emotionally, socially, intellectually.... be pretty fuckin successful... and you hit a glass ceiling... its not good enough... i want more... i need more... i cant have more...

im fucking sunburnt...

was absolutely shitty at golf today... how embarrassing...

and i really got nothing good to say...