im not that kind of asshole

things change rather quickly. sometimes for the good. sometimes for the worst. it can be as quick as a car accident. or a text message. a few months ago i was bustin my ass to graduate. today im at a fancy ass luncheon with the corporate crowd eating filet mignon for lunch and toasting with champagne. life is beautiful every now and then. got to see our commercial coming out in march. i helped make the product thats used. kinda neat. one of my projects was mentioned in the presentation. nice. and i got to meet some interesting people. which was one part of the job i wasnt expecting. all these salesman and business people that are in your field. you kinda see the same people over and over again throughout the years ive picked up. all out of our guys are friends with these sales people and go out drinkin and stuff with them when in town. but anyway im gettin off track. i also got my first samples in this week. packages. yay. i call someone and say hey im lookin for this would you send me some. for free lol. and they say hell yeah cuz they wanna sell you their stuff later on if you use it in a product. so they send you whatever your lookin for whether its cilantro oil, or a sodium reduction agent. and you get to play with it. anyway. i digress.

for the third and a half time today my offer did not get accepted. im very frustrated. im bidding six or seven thousand over asking price to start and im not getting countered back. all these assholes paying cash for houses in my price range. but. the search continues. im not gonna get something im not comfortable with just cuz this glass ceiling deadline is fastly approaching. we'll see how it goes. hopefully they extend the thing.

not sure what im doing this weekend. nothing i guess. willhoite. coffee tomorrow?

oh it looks like i may not be going to chicago afterall. ugh but definately ill be in vegas. so maybe ill be here for halloween. party? get yo freak on.