she said she loved me but she was drunk

im not going to texas. i hate my supervisor. grrrrrrrrrrr. but i got to help another of the techs today. learnin about flour. and there's a lot to know believe it or not.

excited about the wedding this weekend. that'll be fun. i need to see the ocean again. although its only been a week. im needy like that. im sure i'll get all sappy watchin that shit too. sometimes i think im ready. sometimes i think im not even close. shrugs.

looked at a house today. definately gettin closer. but it was still a little too "rough". and he said i could get better. so wait i will.

house to myself tonight. odd.

i haven't been eating much lately. i dunno why.

and thats about all i had to say.