civil

yesterday was fun. me and kristina went to pismo to celebrate the fourth with doug and percy. me and percy have gotten past our bump in the road from about 5 years ago or more. so thats good. overall it was a damn good time. the beach was packed but we managed a good parking spot somehow. the show went on for what seemed like at least half an hour. then after we went to dennys and ate up. it was a good time. while the fireworks were going off i was watching the ocean light up more so than the fireworks themselves. its really pretty. i think i want to go back and do that next year. but next time bring beer.

usually when i come home at night my dad is asleep on the couch. i mean passed out. i dont think he even sleeps in the bedroom with my mom anymore shakes head. no i take that back. last time when i was home i got up early in the morning and their bedroom door was wide open and he was passed out naked on top of the sheets. thank god he was ass up in the air. ugh. so anyway. i come home last night and he's knocked out. only this time there is porn on tv. what the fuck. its like ya know im comin home. you know youre gonna fall asleep. why do that shit. i was embarrassed for him. of course i admired the television for a bit. but i just thought that was ridiculous.

i got chores to do today. work out. stuff like that. i wanna go somewhere next weekend. maybe back home. maybe to santa barbara. we'll see.