oh so stressed. did was mentally hectic. but i get freaked out. i wanted to have a panic attack. its just a hell of a product for my first time. and it is my first time. i wasnt even this nervous about sex. at least sex felt good. but to be honest i dont remember my first time that well. all in all though things went well today i think. so. moving forward.
was talking about my house situation with the lady at the front desk today. she said i should pray and ask god to give me this house. i wanted to chuckle. i dunno. not my thing. but if i knew that, that would work, and i would i would get my house by doing that, i'd drop on my knees right now. lol. i only talk to a higher power when i want something. maybe thats why i've always gone unanswered. heh. please lord, give me this house.
came home and worked out my stress today. i feel tired and better. and talking it all out kinda helped. i just build up sorta at work.
the cat kept me up last night. he has a bell on his collar. so when he ran around for an hour with the bell on i finally got up and took the damn thing off of him. then he went to sleep on my legs at the foot of the bed which kept me from movin around cuz i didnt wanna wake him up. so that kept me from sleepin too. its like havin a fuckin kid.
thats about it.
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When he is a lot bigger, he will pick the 'v' place to sleep. Remember a kid goes on until one of you die. The cat is good for no more then 14 years. Be attentive with him and he will be the same with you. Good for you on the adoption.
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