i have a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. hope for the best. prepare for the worst. but i chose this war.
my eating has been funky since last week. those stupid work schedules fucked me up. im drinking more coffee now. havent had an actual balanced meal. but. im skinny. i think all that liquor friday night didnt help much either. or things current state.
got to free my creative mind today. i find that when things are emotionally crazy i have to make something. words. food. whatever. today was food. so i showed it. got some good reviews. i was pleased with how it came out. oh. and. found out how much my pay increase was. its fat. the biggest raise in the department actually. and im on salary. suck on that.
it is funny how one variable can change things. words and promises go out the window. everything spoken dissolved. we're full of shit. all of us.
i have presents to wrap. and bags to pack.
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