if u could have a perfect day. exactly the way you want it. what would it be? do you even know? cuz i dont. well. i dunno. maybe. not really.
bday day two. my actual birthday. was good times. low key. kind of like the first. which is what i truly enjoy. mini golf. mini margaritas. i think pretty much everybody that matters said happy birthday. in one way. or another.
i really wonder what makes me happy anymore. cuz given the life i have. i should be amazed.
im gonna have quite a bit of extra money this month or so. bonus. sara is payin rent. 3 checks in december. and another check i may or may not cash. which could add up to quite a bit. aint nothin wrong with that.
what else. got a couple decent sized projects to work on at work. it takes forever tho to get things done. gotta wait for approvals. wait for people to ship you stuff. but. im happy doing what i do. cuz its exactly what i want. makes me never wanna leave. infact. if i didnt have to live in fresno i may not. but. i hate it here. i want ocean. i want cool weather. i want a better life than the what this valley has to give me. ive seen better things. better places. and i want them.
i want better everything.
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