it was a day to be remembered, or maybe forgotten...
i picked up her up early in the AM... she stepped into the car... "i told him i was going out of town with my mom"... we're in the clear...
we were cordial... nothing new... i don't remember what she was wearing... or how she smelled... but.. whatever it was... it was good... we spoke of this and that.... her and him... what we wanted... light and heavy...
we stopped off at some mom & pop place for breakfast... we enjoyed the food, and each other... on the way out i opened her door.. "i like this, but not all the time. he opens all my doors and pulls out all my chairs; makes me feel like i cant do anything for myself"... i replied "well this is the only time I'm doing this for you today so it's no big deal".... and there we were....
i drove off... our destination awaiting.. she said "if anything happens today, it doesn't mean anything".... i wondered, ok, what the fuck does that mean.... i didn't care... i wasn't looking to be burdened down... i had yet to be tamed...
rendezvous... we arrive at the point of my adventure... the ocean.. lover's cliff... funny thing... everyone there was dressed in tuxedos and dresses... there was a wedding taking place.. i proposed we sit down and watch... we did... close enough to view the expression on the happy couples faces... and yes, they were happy... some lovers you can just tell... how intense... how deep... how real... that what they feel, is forever....
it was windy and cold... i could see the goosebumps on her arms... i put my arm around her and rubbed her to a mild temperature... i think my insides turned temperature as well...
we changed scenery... went to a different shore... a little more... secluded... rolled out a blanket on which we layed... talked... whatever... the first kiss is always the most important... so you have to make that one count... and i did...
..."you have no idea how long i've been waiting for that".... and at that very point... my blood turned warm... and red... i was whole... how unexpected... i felt... tamed... instaneously... it was hard to explain...
we layed on the beach for... two.. three... maybe four hours... my hands everywhere... her hands everywhere... who cares who saw anything... how intense... it was cold and windy.. sand in my hair... sand on her cheek, which i cleaned away... and just as quickly as it began... it ended... time to go....
"this doesn't mean anything", she spoke....
and she meant it....
how could ones cold blood, suddenly run warm... and it not mean anything?...
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