piss n vinegar

shit and bricks. excuse me. shit and rocks.

ughhhhh work was lame. dont get me wrong. i made two pretty damn good products i thought today. but apparently you can criticize anything. im getting better at prototyping. obviously. maybe im threatening? is that egotistical to think that? i'll tell you what. ive gotten here doin things my way. listening to advice but barely following. cuz i usually find that my way works out in the end. do i stop trusting my instincts now? fuck no. we've come to far to stop believing in my skills now.

so ive been awfully cranky. and snippy. and angry. i think the extra testosterone is kicking in. reviews on this stuff say it builds muscle fast, increases sex drive, but also my cause anger or roid rage if you will. i think it does help me build. i think it does make me have a short fuse. but i dunno about my sex drive. too much information?

didnt here shit on my house today. so i guess tomorrow is the do or die news. if i dont get this one i think im pretty close to being fucked. i'd have to move into 30 day escrow territory. for something say i find this week and get a deal done next week. if that could even happen. sooo if this one doesn't go through im gonna be unhappy. but i know i looked at a lot of places. and put in the best offers i could. and the rest was out of my hands. but we'll see tomorrow.

biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiite me