fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckedup

yes i am

never in my life.... have i had such a relationship/friendship/whatever that has caused me so much grief.... and i've had it.... horseshit after horseshit after horseshit... maybe its not... maybe ex lovers cant be friends... i dont fucking know anymore... but im sick of this shit... so i dunno where to go w that from here...

im happy im golfing tomorrow... i hope i do ok...

i need to think of something good for saturday...

i need to put more effort into certain things...

lets cover it all up with booze.... like we used to... (i did that purposely to rhyme)

x to your oh