so tell me now
if this aint love
then how do we get through?
my body is broken and sore. and growing. im eating my weight in grams of protein. 175. bitches.
today i played at work. tried out the energy burrito. came up with a great cinnamon cream fill. with lil cinnabites. which i got a compliment on. so pictures. this. i had a nice big bowl of this fill. i added a pinch, a gram and a half, of pure caffeine, and it turned the whole thing bitter. its potent stuff. if you eat a spoon of it you die basically. it should come with a toxic label. but this will be a challenge.
house to myself.
im exhausted. cant wait til the week is over.
i think. ive been good. about keeping my other appetite suppressed. i think this house thing is taking care of that. i think my days and evenings are too filled to think about it. what happened to the man who got everything he wanted? is that even possible? i'd like to think it is. and i (we) could live in complete bliss. in a perfect world. with a perfect you. and perfect me. all the things she said. and all that could have been.
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