gradually, then suddenly

so today was a pretty crazy day at work. first my supervisor told me i was gonna be doin a plant trial on my own next week. but she just says things sometimes. i'd have no idea how to do that so we'll see how that goes. then i had my product showcase. and that lasted about two hours and there was lots of discussion. which led to a couple ideas. and right after the meeting one of the food techs asked if i wanted to get goin on new stuff this afternoon. i said really? he said yeah this is your project. so we made a couple prototypes. and were showin them tomorrow. rarely ideas get picked up like this but i hope this one does. and i think doin this is good experience anyway. so yaaaaaaaaaaay.

im lookin at places online. i printed out a picture of a house i wanted and put it at my desk. to remind me.

im goin home tomorrow night. get away from this heat.

had a conversation today, well two. about my not having enough way of life. and its been concluded i need to change. its not a mental switch. its an effort of my soul. not saying im going to settle or anything. but shit. im not perfect. how can i expect someone else to be?

and it keeps repeating.
would you please complete me?

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