he named names
ok. work was busy. i made opinions to marketing. i think theyre starting to listen to me now. finally. rest of the week should be more chill.
got home. showered. in hot water. and then drove over to merced. picked up nicki and we had sushi. it was pretty bomb. its a new place that opened. i guess the 2007 poker champion opened it. ive seen him on tv before. neat seein this place of his in merced. anyway. it was good seeing her. catching up on everything. i guess amber was pretty angry we were going out. join the club and get over it. all in all it was quite good.
then went over tifferkins house. saw her for a short bit. also nice.
tomorrow im going out with jennifer. not sure what the plan is.
im happier out of the house. i feel good right now. in fact, im even having a glass of wine. that i think has been sitting out too long. but fuck it.
so ive received two compliments in a week from people that havent seen me in a while that i look much better. so i guess all the runnin and stuff is payin off.
today, im good.
got home. showered. in hot water. and then drove over to merced. picked up nicki and we had sushi. it was pretty bomb. its a new place that opened. i guess the 2007 poker champion opened it. ive seen him on tv before. neat seein this place of his in merced. anyway. it was good seeing her. catching up on everything. i guess amber was pretty angry we were going out. join the club and get over it. all in all it was quite good.
then went over tifferkins house. saw her for a short bit. also nice.
tomorrow im going out with jennifer. not sure what the plan is.
im happier out of the house. i feel good right now. in fact, im even having a glass of wine. that i think has been sitting out too long. but fuck it.
so ive received two compliments in a week from people that havent seen me in a while that i look much better. so i guess all the runnin and stuff is payin off.
today, im good.
I forget when words were only words
She knows the party makes me nervous
In this stage we can't get hurt
Don't try to understand me
We're too cool to be alone
But, not too crazy to get busted
I found out one life ain't enough
I need another soul to feed on
I'm the flame I can't get burnt
I'm wholly understated
I found silence in this space
An on and off again attraction
I need such amazing grace
Heaven sweep me away
Love don't change, don't come around here
Don't wear my heart on your sleeve
Like a high school letter
Don't strain, cuz nothing ever comes from it
And the people we've become, well
They've never been the people who we are
I strap on one horse and prayed for luck
I dug another hole to bleed
I know exactly how this works
I need a new feel dirty
I don't need you crowding up my space
I just want to get inside you
You can't blame the heart you save
Giving something away
I dreamed that the world was crumbling down
We sat on my back porch and watched it
I dreamed that the buildings all fell down
We sat on my back porch and watched it
In my head I heard the sound
Like fifteen strangers dancing
But oh how I want you to know me
Oh how I want you to know me
Oh how I wish I was somebody else, baby
Oh how I wish you could own me
She knows the party makes me nervous
In this stage we can't get hurt
Don't try to understand me
We're too cool to be alone
But, not too crazy to get busted
I found out one life ain't enough
I need another soul to feed on
I'm the flame I can't get burnt
I'm wholly understated
I found silence in this space
An on and off again attraction
I need such amazing grace
Heaven sweep me away
Love don't change, don't come around here
Don't wear my heart on your sleeve
Like a high school letter
Don't strain, cuz nothing ever comes from it
And the people we've become, well
They've never been the people who we are
I strap on one horse and prayed for luck
I dug another hole to bleed
I know exactly how this works
I need a new feel dirty
I don't need you crowding up my space
I just want to get inside you
You can't blame the heart you save
Giving something away
I dreamed that the world was crumbling down
We sat on my back porch and watched it
I dreamed that the buildings all fell down
We sat on my back porch and watched it
In my head I heard the sound
Like fifteen strangers dancing
But oh how I want you to know me
Oh how I want you to know me
Oh how I wish I was somebody else, baby
Oh how I wish you could own me
quiet little day. im tired and bitter and resentful. and still coughing. maybe that will strengthen my ab muscles.
should be a busy first part of the week for work. tuesday im kinda dreading. its gonna be a fight with marketing.
supposed to go to merced sometime this week. should be interesting.
enjoying the rain.
the fur ball is leavin tomorrow.
i guess thats it.
should be a busy first part of the week for work. tuesday im kinda dreading. its gonna be a fight with marketing.
supposed to go to merced sometime this week. should be interesting.
enjoying the rain.
the fur ball is leavin tomorrow.
i guess thats it.
my dances with wolves
tornados ryan newan won nascar tonight. kicks ass.
dog sitting is cool.
fresh and easy. awesome grocery store.
went running today. i feel good about where im getting.
the focus has a sun roof. i wanna have some fun with it.
everything else. bleh.
not sure whats on deck for tomorrow.
dog sitting is cool.
fresh and easy. awesome grocery store.
went running today. i feel good about where im getting.
the focus has a sun roof. i wanna have some fun with it.
everything else. bleh.
not sure whats on deck for tomorrow.
no strings attached.
had a good evening. spent the night with friends. conversed. it was all good. happy.
dog sitting this weekend. sadly im excited about it.
work is movin along.
makin plans for chicago next month. just gotta buy the tickets.
apparently gettin my car back at the end of the month. hopefully its all good.
dog sitting this weekend. sadly im excited about it.
work is movin along.
makin plans for chicago next month. just gotta buy the tickets.
apparently gettin my car back at the end of the month. hopefully its all good.
fuck....me.
work has been quite busy. i was quite flustered monday. but got my wind back tues and weds and am doin good. burritos off for a trader joes decision. i hope mine is picked. theres a feather in my cap.
home life is kinda wrecked (foreshadowing here). fighting. differences. etc etc etc. totalled? (foreshadowing again)
some bitch pulled out in front of me. so my car hit her car. mine may or may not be totalled. all i know is im sad. and am gonna have a rental for a while. so mad. just another pile of shit i gotta clean up.
what else. um. bought one of those doorway pull up bars. im sore today so thats good. my texas trip got pushed back to next month. im goin out. went out tonight. goin out friday night. what for the weekend? after todays events im not too sure.
home life is kinda wrecked (foreshadowing here). fighting. differences. etc etc etc. totalled? (foreshadowing again)
some bitch pulled out in front of me. so my car hit her car. mine may or may not be totalled. all i know is im sad. and am gonna have a rental for a while. so mad. just another pile of shit i gotta clean up.
what else. um. bought one of those doorway pull up bars. im sore today so thats good. my texas trip got pushed back to next month. im goin out. went out tonight. goin out friday night. what for the weekend? after todays events im not too sure.
things have been down the past couple months... which translates to poor viewership with me having nothing exciting to say... well things need to change... be resurrected... bring. out. your.dead.
i had a dream last night... that left me woken and shaken at 4am... bite marks and scratches on the back of my brain... its weird how things completely imaginary can punch you in the emotional stomach harder than anything in real life does... sad really...
with that said. i had a good weekend... but now im home.. .cuz i gotta work tomorrow... im going to make a point of going out this week though... i need to get a life back here...
my emotions, and my soul, need to be seasoned. im tired of rotting away.
i had a dream last night... that left me woken and shaken at 4am... bite marks and scratches on the back of my brain... its weird how things completely imaginary can punch you in the emotional stomach harder than anything in real life does... sad really...
with that said. i had a good weekend... but now im home.. .cuz i gotta work tomorrow... im going to make a point of going out this week though... i need to get a life back here...
my emotions, and my soul, need to be seasoned. im tired of rotting away.
dances with wolves
where are we. we who. rhetorical.
ever feel like youre just goin through the motions of life.
im home. for the easter weekend. cooking bacon, brussel sprouts with figs. which sounds good right now.
i had a lot i wanted to type. oh well.
ever feel like youre just goin through the motions of life.
im home. for the easter weekend. cooking bacon, brussel sprouts with figs. which sounds good right now.
i had a lot i wanted to type. oh well.